in life, we cannot turn to our past. we only can move forward to start a new beginning or just stop where we were been and act like a loser. learn from your mistakes and take the grants of it. you have to fight through some bad days to earn the best days of your life. life is short, so have fun. life is not a problem to be solved but it is a reality to be experienced. don't take life too seriously. you will never get out of it alive. never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.